I have come to the conclusion that I like how/who I am.
The thought process it takes to feel this way is strange and un-wordable.
It started as I was bobbing up and down at the Coldplay concert (wearing an outfit that I wasn't the least bit pleased with) and I realized the man standing next to me didn't care that I wasn't cool or hip and quite possibly preferred that i wasn't.(?)
The clothes that I have bought to be "hip" and "in" are long gone because they were never worn. I do like to think that I cannot be defined by the things I wear.
I just want to say, I am kind of weird and a bit of a nerd. And that is okay. I would have always said it was okay and defied anyone who told me differently, but it really hit me. It's okay. (It is also okay to be cool and hip if you are made that way.)
so strange. unexplainable. but good. surprisingly good.