I was complaining about having too much time on my hands?
Well, I hope not.
maybe I didn't even.
I think I got used to it and was enjoying it,
because when busyness hit me today
I didn't handle it without a couple big long grief-full sighs.
I had forgotten how much my head ached when my days were full with little time and some responsibility.
I feel busyness coming real soon. at full force.
I hope I can handle it
and can continue to calm my mind with "it's OK" "you're OK"
instead of "WHY CAN'T EVERYONE BE AS COMPETENT AS ME!?"
I know. I am awful.