longest hour of my life.

"holding it" is the worst thing ever. and i find myself thinking.
i would be the happiest person alive if I didn't have to go.
and whilst being trapped by the window seat next to two sleeping barriers
i wondered how they could be sleeping at a time like this.
how could you do this to me!
and found myself screaming in my mind "WAKE UP!"
in the moment before i lost all sanity
the stranger woke up.
saved.
then Meggy got poked up.
and all seemed well with the world.
thank goodness.
p.s. i am home. and it is strange.